Banig ng Buhay


So here is my Banig ng Buhay..first of all, i wrote there that i want to die in my sleep. it doesnt matter whether i feel the pain or not, what matters is that i will be able to do the things i need to do in this life and to say goodbye to my family. so the reason i placed there is wrong.actually, honestly, it doesnt matter how i would die. what matters is how i lived. i could die a very painful, tragic death but knowing that i lived a good life, i will not have any regrets from dying in any way possible.
significant parts of my life:
Grade 6-it was when my dad had brain aneurism. it is the illness why FPJ died. many people who suffer from this disease either die instantly or during operation. it was one of the most painful parts of my life. but still, God is good. He answered our prayers, now, my father is at his best, well and happy.
1st yr HS-my freshman high school year was pretty much ok. i am happy to see my dad recover from that time. i found my bestfriend during my freshman year and even though our communication is sort of rigid, we still consider ourselves as bestfriends.
2nd yr HS-a very bad time for me. this is the year when i sort of became 'rebellious'. But not too much, i mean, i am still in the best section of the batch but still, this wasn't the year for me. I've done 2 striking bad things that almost turned my life around. And i still feel the regret til this day.
3rd yr HS-this year was like the year of all the pressure. our teachers would keep on saying that we have to do our best since our grades in this year will be the basis of the universities..blah blah blah.
4th yr HS-the best year of my High School life. i'm still in the best section(my parents would kill me if im not), i held the record of being the best in math of our class for the whole year. from being the top 7 in our class during the first quarter, i became a diligent in studies awardee during the next three quarters and i went up the stage. that made my parents very proud which is the most important reason why this is a good year for me. I passed almost all of my entrance exams. out of the 4 exams i took, i only failed one. (you can guess what) and it's okay.
DLSU-entering the university was a big leap for me. i am very proud that i am a lasallian. this has been a significant part of my life since i know that my future would begin here. :)

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